This past week has been one of the longest weeks I’ve had in the last six months. I had to wait until today to have blood work done, to check and make sure my levels are back to zero. I’m sure they were days ago but the doctor wanted to give my body plenty of time to do what it needed to do and make sure nothing was missed. For the past week I’ve been mentally preparing for this day as I feel it will bring closure to this leg of our journey.
Yet, as I sat listening to my little guy read me some books, which is one of the most precious things to hear, I could feel anxiety building up inside me. With my hubby at work, I am dreading the thought of being alone, now that Ethan is in bed. There’s plenty of stuff to do around the house but tonight I would just really rather be sitting next to Papa Bear (the nickname I gave my husband shortly after Ethan was born) on the couch with his arms wrapped around me.
So instead, I will watch the bachelor finale and then go make some homemade 3 musketeers mini candy bars and have some one on one time with God. I’ve got plenty to thank Him for!
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