Bittersweet...

I got the call today, that I had been waiting for since Monday…the results from my blood work, showing my levels back to normal and at zero. We needed this news and I’m happy my body did what it needed to do but at the same time, there’s a sense of sorrow in my heart.

I’m anxious to see if my body will get right back on track. Since I am less then a week away from when I am expecting to ovulate, I shall know soon enough. I’m trying not to get my hopes up about this cycle but it’s not working very well. Of course I had my hopes up every cycle for the past 6 months. At the same time, it’s that hope that keeps me going.

I can’t help but feel like now is the right time for us. I just have this sense of peace and feel like God will soon answer our prayers.